Friday, April 23, 2010

Being Run By Fear

As I think back, I realize how often my life has been run by fear.

Even worse, fear without me even knowing it. So often, I don't even try because I am being subconsciously controlled by my fear.

In fact, it gets so bad that for me to even THINK about my dreams can cause me to feel fear.

As I write this I realize how deeply fear has controlled my life. Vague fear, unnamed fear. I literally can't count the number of tyimes I have gotten up with panic attacks.

And NOTHING keeps you stuck like fear (except possibly shame).

In fact, that is probably the reason I write these blogs.

It is a way of me connecting to a deeper part of me. It is a way of me becoming unstuck my acknowledging my fear and shame so I can let it go and move on.

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